=(

Recently...lotsa thing happen around me...
everything seem not tat smooth and good..
is it my luck get into SUCKS ways...?????!!!
my beloved grandpa admitted to hospital last week =(
wat a joke ???!!!!!
grandpa having serious cough..
can u(bacteria) go far far away from my grandpa..???!!!
i HATE u...HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
i feel so sad when saw grandpa lying down on d bed with languish look...=(
Grandpa,u must fight with all those idiot bacteria k ????
<3 u muchh....muaksssss

我以为...

我以为...
单纯的快乐就能快快乐乐的过生活...
可是现实往往就不能以想象中相比...
现代的生活方法和以前真的差好远好远...
尽管我是多么努力的去改变...
结果还是一样...
并不是我想要的那样...

我以为...
只要真心真意的去相对...
就能完美一切...
可能是我的不完美...
造成了如今这样的局面...

我以为...
时间能冲淡一切的一切...
可是到你以为他将要结束时...
他才是刚要开始的第一步而已...

如今...
快乐实在离我太远了...
所谓真正的快乐在哪里???
我学会了伪装微笑...
伪装到自己都想哭...
我真的累了...
真的真的好累...
不想和快乐再有遥远的距离...

Love Love Love ♥♥♥

 

the end**

The END

MONDAY come after SUNDAY,
yet,it also means my sweet holiday gonna end soon,
should i go out "countdown" and celebrate ??!!! LOL
this holiday does not means a lot to me but it brings me closer to my lovely family,
spend lotsa of time with them and of course with my lappie...haha
but,the new semester timetable is suckkkk...
Alomst all is EARLY MORNING class...ishhh
i HATE monday and friday class,and defintely i HATEEEEEE 8AM class...
is such difficult for me to get up tat early laa....
AND...most of my lecturer are indian lady..OH GOSH...
Can i skip ???? ponteng ??? or ask friends to sign for me ????
God bless ME...=/

arghhh !!! MONDAY

I miss home ♥

Dragon Boat Festival is coming and i miss my home badly now,
i wanna eat rice dumpling aka "Bacang" with salted egg yolk badly,
but sadly i can said,malacca din hv it...*sob*
I still clearly in mind wat the taste of my grandma handmade rice dumpling last year,
it's "fat" with all ingredients,nice aroma,and of course yummy as well...
BUT...dis year i'm not at hometown-Seremban to celebrate with my family,
Such a sad thing right ???!!! I MISS MY HOME...
Yesterday i called my grandma...from her soft voice...
I knew that she wanted me to go home badly..
Although she said if cant then never mind ...remember take care ya..^^
And i CAN'T make it...sorry..my beloved grandma and my mum...i miss u all too...
I miss all my family member...
All the time we gather,laugh,and share...
Hope this year will still be d same...
All the joy and happiness fall to u all...
Grandma and mummy...i promise u ...
I will be tough as wat u told me...
I LOVE YOU ALL...muaksss

                                                   *yummyyyy*

                                 Cantonese Rice Dumpling - 咸肉粽